Hey Everyone- much apologies for my time away... It was Christmas break, and a very insanely busy week! I will get everything updated tonight.. thereis much to write about.. but here's something interesting.
I have a boyfriend, who is the most amazing guy in the world, and so captivated by Jesus, and pursues the Holy spirit more than any person I know! He is awesome.

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Anyways- I will post more later this evening after the service!! Heidi Baker tonight!!!

Really Late... but I have some Prayer Requests

Ello world...

So it is really late, and I just finished a painting for a friend for their christmas gift. I just wanted to get people to pray for my jaw, which is now affecting my ear... I'm going to the doctor tomorrow.. but if people coule pray, that would be awesome! Also, I'm hoping to leave friday night to come back to BC, so pray that the pass opens again... because it got closed down today.
Lots of love!

I'm sorry :(

Hey Everyone- I'm terribly sorry that it has been so long since I have posted... It's crazy how fast time goes by, and how little time I have these days!

Thanksgiving break was a success- I was extremely tired by the time we got home, i guess we had too much fun!

Anyways- this week has been intense. We have been doing tons of inner healing, and it's been tough. Yesterday I felt like I was a complete wreck. I felt as if I had just had open heart surgrey and they left tme open- I felt really raw. But it's good, because I know I am so much better off without the old things hindering me. It's going to continue to be a tough week, but I'm really excited to be free from this stuff! yay!!

Tomorrow we are having encounter day- basically they have given us 3 hours off from school to just spend time with Daddy. I'm so excited! With homework, and having people around 24/7 it's really hard to have time with Jesus- just talking and hearing from him... I'm so estatic!

Umm. I'm coming home for Christmas soon.. I'm really stoked to see my family, and a few friends, but a part of me is not wanting to see others.. I dont know- Jesus will help get me through it. I'm bringing home Robyn, Rozanne and my friend Andy. It'll be lots of fun :)

Anyways- I have tons of reading to get done, but I just wanted to update everyone, let you all know I am still alive, breathing, and getting tons of healing/ revelation. I love you all! Will try to update this weekend sometime!

xoxoxo

Freedom

Hey everyone!

It has been probably the most amazing weekend I have ever had, and it wasn't like I did much of anything!  God has been ever so faithful, ever so moving, and ever so amazing!  I have had so much breakthrough and freedom this weekend... and seriously it just doesn't stop!  

On sunday I got to paint at my morning service- and it was so amazing!  I was so nervous before I started- and worried that it would look horrible... but the moment worship started, I lost myself in Jesus, and was take to my garden, and just didn't even realize what was going on- but it was so good!  I titled my painting "The Awakening", and it is full of so much colour.  The painting is about us being awakened and pursuing Jesus with such passion and zeal!  It's about finding comfort in the Holy Spirit and being awakened by him!

Anyways- i absolutely love my painting, and I'm so happy I painted, because it has released so much freedom over my life... This weekend has been all about freedom!   Things I was so sure I had let go of, are now completely and totally GONE!  I have finally realized things about myself that I wouldn't have realized if it wasn't for this weekend... 

Well... that has been my life for the past 4 days, and I couldn't be more happy or excited!  

anyways- lots of love, my homework is calling me!

xoxo

im back- and here's some awesome reading for you!

I'm back!!! Well- so Southern California was an absolute success! The call was pretty good- interesting to say the least... not my type of intercession, but im totally glad i was there!
We have only two days of school this week, which is kind of lame, but nice in another way, considering im lacking in the whole sleep department anyways!

Yesterday we had our second day of outreach! I thought we were maybe going to have like 10 kids there, but God had other ideas... we had 45 kids there! It was amazing.. and so many kids remembered my name and everything.. it was so amazing! I am so excited about this upcoming year with these kids!!

I dont have much time, but i'm going to post some new stuff i have been writing lately.. hope you all enjoy... it is still unnamed.


Your presence is so deep, deeper than the deepest oceans,
Greater than the greatest conquests.
No conquest more so than that of my heart-
You have stolen my heart, and made me whole again.
I will worship you for all my days.
My love-You allow me to soar on your wings,
You bid for me to enter your courts, to enter the secret place with you.
Here is where we are meant to be, here is where you can always find me.
That reassurance is my life.
Grasping my hand, you lead me by the willows,
Through their branches and amongst the lilies.
Here is my new world; here is my secret place;
Here is where you stroke my hair, and promise everything will be OK;
Here is where you ask me to dance to the song of all songs,
And here is where my romance first begun and still goes on...
Clothe me with love, with royalty, with passion-
Clothe me with hope and splendour.
Here is where I know you; here is where your presence is so deep,
And here is where I am romanced.

Love...

I have decided that I love the way I feel!

I love the person I am becoming...

I love that I'm starting to know who I am, and I dont have to be ashamed of who I am!

I love that I have such good friends, even though I have only known them for under two months!

I love that this is my new home...

And I love love love my Daddy and Mummy, who have been the most amazing parents ever- and I'm thankful everyday for my "normalcy" you guys gave us...

I love my sister and brothers (Kodi is even included)- you guys are soo awesome.

I'm so in love with Jesus, that it's so intoxicating...



And finally- I miss nothing about the old me... I'm more driven, more alive, more passionate, more invested, and completely FREE!



I have such huge dreams lately... and really it feels as if nothing can stand in my way. I want to see the fashion industry get transformed.. Where its not money and sex that drive it- but honest CREATIVITY and BEAUTY! I want it to become less and less about the size zeroes, and more about the curves... There are so many more curvacious women anyways. I want to design gorgeous cocktail dresses, where more is less, where more is sexy, and where women can feel absolutely stunning by just pulling on a garment; in reality i want women to feel like the princesses they have been created to be by pulling on a garment... i want my clothes to release things into the atmosphere...



Anyways all...

Well- so I found out my missions trip: I'm heading off to Tijauna- not too exotic, but I'm really excited.. because there are so many crazy signs and wonders... and God is just so amazing, and he's really going to rock us and shakes there! My Roz and I are going together! We're exctremely happy! ha ha

It's raining today, the second rain since I have been here, and I'm so happy, because its nice to finally have fall... Thank you Jesus!!!

I'm trying to decide if I'll go to the call- but who knows...

Well... My post is seeming quite large at the moment so I'll deifnitely add more later, love love!!

xoxoxo

A Garden of Love...

Well everyone, I am so sorry that I haven't been able to keep you up to date these past two weeks... so I'll try to recall as much as I can. It has been very busy!!

Well my family came down to see me- and it was sooo awesome seeing them! I really do miss them, as much as they probably don't think I do.. ha ha. But it was fun- they got to meet my friends (who are basically my family away from BC), and got to come to church. Jay came to school with me one day... and ya. It was awesome- I was super stoked because everyone in my family went through the fire tunnel... sooo awesome. It sucked having to say good bye on monday morning though.. but I will be home in November, so it's only a month without seeing them!

So it was Emily's birthday last week, and we had an awesome birthday party for her- although, i wasn't there, because i had the flu...

hmm... Well school has been amazing- we have started outreach, we had training these past few weeks, and I love love love that I'm in elementry school outreach!! We'll be at mistletoe elementry. It's really cool though- the government allows us to come in and teach all of these kids about Jesus, and alot of these kids are dying to know... ITS AMAZING!!

Heidi Baker talked to us last week.. and WOW. I love love love her heart.. She basically talked to us about being utterly wrecked and in love with Jesus, and the spirit of adoption. It was amazing. It's exactly what I want- and I'm discovering that it's happening..

We have had lots of homework due- as my mum said to me "the honeymoon state is finally over, and now we're beginning to get to the work stuff"... shoot. ha ha. What i love about the homework is that it's extremely beneficial to me... it's for my relationship with Daddy... so why not do it? As much as i put it off, it's still good for me. ha

Last weekend was quite fun too- we saw the 4 of july fireworks, but in october.. ha, we had people over, went to a costume party, hung out... soo great!

This week we only have three days of school- really more like 2 and 1/2. today we'll only be at school until three, because the leadership conference is about to begin today, and we have to be out of there so the conference attendees can register..etc. But John and Carol Arnought are coming to speak to us tomorrow, at simpson- so I'm quite excited!

But God has been doing amazing things in me- I feel so utterly in love with Jesus..

Anyways- i must get ready for school- lots of love and i promise to write a little more often- my next post will have the picture of my painting i did!

xoxoxo