Thursday, October 30, 2008

Love...

I have decided that I love the way I feel!

I love the person I am becoming...

I love that I'm starting to know who I am, and I dont have to be ashamed of who I am!

I love that I have such good friends, even though I have only known them for under two months!

I love that this is my new home...

And I love love love my Daddy and Mummy, who have been the most amazing parents ever- and I'm thankful everyday for my "normalcy" you guys gave us...

I love my sister and brothers (Kodi is even included)- you guys are soo awesome.

I'm so in love with Jesus, that it's so intoxicating...



And finally- I miss nothing about the old me... I'm more driven, more alive, more passionate, more invested, and completely FREE!



I have such huge dreams lately... and really it feels as if nothing can stand in my way. I want to see the fashion industry get transformed.. Where its not money and sex that drive it- but honest CREATIVITY and BEAUTY! I want it to become less and less about the size zeroes, and more about the curves... There are so many more curvacious women anyways. I want to design gorgeous cocktail dresses, where more is less, where more is sexy, and where women can feel absolutely stunning by just pulling on a garment; in reality i want women to feel like the princesses they have been created to be by pulling on a garment... i want my clothes to release things into the atmosphere...



Anyways all...

Well- so I found out my missions trip: I'm heading off to Tijauna- not too exotic, but I'm really excited.. because there are so many crazy signs and wonders... and God is just so amazing, and he's really going to rock us and shakes there! My Roz and I are going together! We're exctremely happy! ha ha

It's raining today, the second rain since I have been here, and I'm so happy, because its nice to finally have fall... Thank you Jesus!!!

I'm trying to decide if I'll go to the call- but who knows...

Well... My post is seeming quite large at the moment so I'll deifnitely add more later, love love!!

xoxoxo


1 comment:

kmr said...

I love how you are finding yourself and having the courage to speak it out and declare it. love you, hon.